Monday, April 21, 2014

Journal 3-31-14

Zarria, Savanah, Faith, Hunter, Mia – I want to try and talk about something we will all struggle with one day. I am struggling with it today and have for most of my life. Relationships. First thing I am aware of is they are easier to deal with for somebody else than they are when you are the one having trouble. When I was a little boy I wanted very desperately to have my mother and my father present in my life. As a matter of fact, that’s all I wanted. I think sometimes I felt like I would have done anything to have my mother and father together again. That probably set the stage for many relationships in my life. Meaning in all of them I became very dependent on those relationships and would do anything to keep them alive. It’s taken me a long time to realize this about myself and my relationships but I have always been dependent on the other person in my life and not the Lord. I was dependent on these people I think because from an early age I had to deal with loss and it scared me. I didn’t like it and for the rest of my life I have made it a very important priority to try and salvage my relationships so that I did not have to deal with loss, pain, rejection, failure, and separation again. I think that personality type makes me co-dependent.
There is a reason I’m telling you all this and it is this in a nut shell. It’s not healthy to put all your trust in people. People will let you down. God however will always be there for you like a rock. He will never leave your side and He should be where you get your strength and motivation. Not anybody else. It’s o.k. to trust and count on people but the source of our strength and the source of our motivation should be in the Lord, not in another human. Any relationship that you find yourself in will be healthier, easier, and much more blessed if both parties are equally grounded and pursuing God first in their own life. Putting God first in your life will make you much better equipped to deal with life and the things that the world throws at you! John 16:33 – “these things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” Matthew 6:33 – “But seek ye first the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you.” God will give us the desires of our hearts if we are faithful to Him. Learn these things now in your life at an early age so you don’t have to struggle the same way your daddy does today.

Prayer: Heavenly Father, I pray that your will be done in all of our relationships today. Help us to rely on you Lord and to look to you for the fulfillment that we seek from people of this world.  Thank you Jesus for giving your life for my sins. And please look out for my babies! In Jesus name, Amen


Thoughts: Do we just read this stuff and agree with it and then go on with our lives or do we try to practice it in all our daily affairs? John 14:21 “whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he it is who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my father, and I will love him and manifest myself to him.”

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