Sunday, April 20, 2014

Journal 3-30-14

1 John 2:1-6 – My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the father, Jesus Christ the righteous. He is the propitiation for our sins and not for ours only but for the sins of the whole world. And by this we know we have come to know Him – if we keep his commandments – whoever says I know Him but does not keep His commandments is a liar and the truth is not in him. But whoever keeps His word, in him truly the world of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in Him. Whoever says he abides in Him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked.

            These couple of verses clear up some questions I have had for a long time. I may still be a bit off but I’m getting closer, I hope. So let me speak for myself. When I was very young, I walked down the church isle and asked God to save me and to come into my life. I’ve done this many times since. I’ve also many many times after giving or rededicating my life to Christ chosen to embrace sin and continue with old habits. Not a good idea but it happens all the time all over the world. I have often asked myself the question, when that happens, are we still saved? I think the answer is yes, but I’m not really sure! I’ve also asked the question, if we were really saved, why we wouldn’t just turn from sin and live a life from that point on the way it asks us to in the verses above. Have you guys ever thought or asked yourselves the same questions?
            Today as I look back on my life I’m still not sure if during those periods of back sliding or turning toward sin and away from the Lord if I had died I would have gone to heaven?!! I just am not clear on the answer and have not been able to find the chapter in the Bible discussing the topic in a form that I can understand it. I think that if that is the case and we could live a life of sin after giving our lives to Christ people would just use that as an excuse to do what they want! I’m pretty sure that is not what God wanted. I believe that when we truly turn from sin and give our life to Christ we will want to pursue all that is good and nothing that is not! Having said all this I realize that we will still make mistakes, we will still sin, but I believe our manner of sin will change. There’s a lot to explain on this subject “sin and how it manifests in our lives” and whether it is meditated on or just an accident. Did we welcome it with open arms making no attempt to flee from it? Or did it just happen without notice? Maybe habit? Or bad timing? I’m still unclear on if there is a difference in the types of sin and how they come about but this is what I do know.
            Matthew 1:21 – and she shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name Jesus: for He shall save His people from their sins. Acts 13:38 – be it known unto you therefore, men and brethren, that thought this man is preached unto you the forgiveness of sin:… 1 John 3:5 – and ye know that He was manifested to take away our sins; and in Him is no sin. 1 Peter 2:24 – who his own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness; by whose stripes we were healed. 1 Timothy 1:15 – This is a faithful saying, and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief. Isaiah 53:5-6 – But He was wounded for our transgression, He was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and with His stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned everyone his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all. John 1:29 – The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him and saith, behold the lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. Galatians 1:4 – who gave himself for our sins, that He might deliver us from this present evil world, according to the will of God and our father. Matthew 26:28 – For this is my blood of the New Testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins (spoken by Jesus himself).
            I could keep going but my fingers would fall off from writer’s cramp. I think you will see my point and my point is this: If you are really ready to turn your life over to God and save your soul, why wouldn’t you want to do everything you could do to put a smile on the face of Jesus, the man who gave His own life so that you could live yours? I don’t know what has happened to me in the past but I think I just wasn’t truly ready to give it all to God. I had reservations and like it says in 1 John 2:1-6 “…whoever says I know Him but doesn’t keep His commandments is a liar and the truth is not in him…’ So like it said, I had reservations and I was lying to myself. I was obviously not living for God. I was still living for myself. I see today that half measures get you nowhere and it’s either all in or not in at all.

Prayer: Father God, I pray that you would keep you children close to you and that we would all live our lives in a manner that would leave no doubt in the worlds eyes of who we belong to and who our God is. In Jesus name, Amen

Thoughts: Would God be happy with your efforts and the way you are living your life today? Well guess what? He knows how you are living. Are you ready for Jesus to come home? Or do you need to clean the house a bit before He gets here?


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