Monday, April 7, 2014

Journal 3-17-14

Jeremiah 8:4-10 –“when men fall do they not rise again? If one turns away, does he not return…their hands will drop from the work, and it will not be done. But now O God, strengthen my hands…let us meet together in the house of God, within the temple.”
Proverbs 24:16 – For the righteous falls seven times and rises again, but the wicked stumble in times of calamity.

            Many times in my life I have screwed up and turned from the work of God. I chose to go “solo” and fell flat on my face. God, so far, has always been there for me and although sometimes I thought He wasn’t, today I see that I was wrong. I just wasn’t playing by His rules and doing the things He wanted me to do. I’ll bet I asked Him a million times over, “God, what the hell…?” Sometimes it takes us a minute to learn how to put ourselves in the favor of God and that can lead to trouble for us! God doesn’t care what hurdles our hard headed butts have to jump over to get to where He wants us to be. What He wants is for us to be in church, in service to Him, and in prayer and fellowship with other believers. It won’t matter to Him one bit if we fall 7 or 70 times! He’s concerned with where we end up!!
            Where are you? How many more times are you going to have to “get to a low spot in your life” before you recognize “what’s really going on”?

Prayer: Thanks for helping me to get back up today, for leading me in the right direction, and helping me, Father, to stay on the narrow road. Amen

Thoughts: My children are the world to me and for the last 10 years or so I have struggled with how to be a father to them and not live with them. I’ve not been able to be a part of their lives in the manner that I wanted to be. Often times I wanted to give up and just quit because it just seemed easier that way – almost like my only defense. I’m sure that there are many mothers and fathers in this world who feel the same way. They feel like their poor choices have permanently separated them from ever being able to be the parent that they want to be. I’m here to tell you that not too long ago I knew what it felt like to be a dead beat dad and I never would have categorized myself that way. It was a very hopeless and frustrating situation. I want you all to know that through the power of Jesus Christ, somehow someway it doesn’t have to be that way! Don’t give up on your kids no matter what because they need you and they are suffering in their silence just like you are! I want to help people in that situation and hopefully with these posts and the plans God has for my life that I see coming to pass soon, with God’s help I can reach out to a few and make a difference in the life of a lonely little boy or girl! I remember what that felt like and it’s not cool!


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